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2006-11-21T20:58:00.000-08:00

Some random pics.

Hair Cut At TONY & GUY

There, done! 1 hour sey to upload. Bye!!!

Alot to talk about!

2006-11-20T06:32:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT?? THE COOKIES WE SOLD AT THE BAZZAR WERE SOLD OUT!!! HARD WORK PAID OFF!

Our 'break even' was more then what we expected. 'Break even' is somethin you used in business. Kinda difficult to explain. But i swear all this is difficult. Before the bazzar, Fit and me had sleep over at Yati's crib! SUPER FUN TAU!!!! We make thousand of cookies! 3 different types. Double Chocolate Chunk, Chocolate Chip and Wallnut Chocolate Chip! Super yummilicious ler! We slept arnd 1 plus am? Yup! Laught and laught and laught! Maybe me crib one dae. Why not huh!

Anyway, i've decided to convert to full time at Guardian after exams which is next month. I've made up my mind to end my education next year. Yup. Considering Australia hor. The retail course sounds super fun ler. Save money first.

ITE life gona come to an end. On 5th December 2006. Another pain goodbye to go through this year. Full story coming up on actuall day.

Bye...........

2006-11-12T23:11:00.000-08:00

To the ITE Simeians, me and my groups are doing a bazzar in skul. So here's the detail:-

Venue: ITE College East, Lift Lobby of Business Block
Time: 9am - 4pm
Date: 16th November 2006

Okie here's summary of my darlings is selling.

Name was discovered as Halo-Halo Cookies and we are selling YUMMILICIOUS COOKIES. Plus, besides cookies there are also HEAVENLY BROWNIES AND CHEESECAKE baked fresh from the oven. It's 100% safe to eat as it's prepack HYGIENELY FROM HOME! And most importanly, its 101% ditanggung HALAL!

NOTE: BROWNIES AND CHEESECAKE ARE FREE OF CHARGE. TERMS AS FOLLOWS:-

With 100g purchased- A slice of brownies
With 200g purchased- A slice of cheesecake
With 300g purchased- A slice of brownies and a slice of cheesecake.

*Cakes are subject to availability. WHILE STOCK LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey frens, do support me on this day. you can travel all the way to ITE Simei.

Direction:-
From Tanah Merah MRT Station- SBS service No. 31
From Simei MRT Station-10 minutes walk following MRT track all the way
From Tampinese Interchange-SBS service No. 31

2006-11-12T18:26:00.000-08:00

Wee!!!! Finally got the chance to blog. Been so busy. Skul and werk is fine. I'm loving my new work place. Still at Guardian but at other outlet. The best place to be. Alot of people i know came over not knowing i'm now there. COOL!!!! "Kawan sepejabat" is so my thang. All teenagers but minus the James, Auntie Irene and Malau. Love the "kekecohan". Yuzra's there too! Wee!!!

Okie, Hari Raye was fun and cool! I enjoyed it. And this year Jalan Raye with ITE bebs WAS SUPER FUN AND EXCITING!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!! Hah! We go out as one big bunvh. 2 Thursday to complete it. And we did! Though it's more to the East and i'm the only West but i don't care. Wasted $25.90 plus midnight charge on taxi fare. From Tampinese to Taman Jurong.

Skul's fine. I'm missing Chia Ming. She's out for attachment. A week more and she's coming back. She called me frequently. Talk till late nite sometimes. Then i ended up not going to skul! Hahahaha!

Love life's fine. Only i'm abit sad over the choice you made to furthur your studies. So far away from me):

I better go now.

i love you and it's more then what it meant.

2006-11-06T19:58:00.000-08:00

Goodbyes and Hellos!

2006-10-30T18:29:00.000-08:00

Goodbye Sony Ericsson K300i! Hello Motorola E1070!
Goodbye Curls! Hello Straight!

I dumped my spoiled Sony Ericsson phone and now i change to Motorola E1070! The best part of the phone is........... It's 3G!!!!! Finally!!!! Got the fone delivered on eve of Hari Raye! Ape lagi, snap, snap, snap la! Yati got the same fone! She is the one who recomended me that fone! She video call me! Hahahaha! So fun! Hello, our sim card is 3G one ok!!!

I starighten my hair and i cut it bob! 'A' line. Super nice! I love it! Been years i have long hair and now, short!!!! And again, Yati have the same hair as me! 'A' line also and straighten! She again recomended me! Hahahaha!

So till here la! Bye!

maybe not too late to wish all of you ppl, SELAMAT ARI RAYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-18T17:25:00.000-07:00

Gosh i'm so sleepy! Skul starts at 8 am today. After sahor, straight to iron uniform. After that had precious 15 minutes of sleep! Haiz. Counting days for the phone to be here. Right at the door steps! But i'm scared! Customer Service Officer have not called and what if i got to pay that stuff? I mean not the fone, but daddy's bill. Argh! Insyallah it will arrive SAFELY and COMPLETE and IN GOOD CONDITION! It's on malam raye! Can't deny that i'm excited but i can't be too excited. What if it don't turn up? WOW! Scared!

I gtg now. Logging off the comp soon that stupid teacher!

Cakes on sale!

2006-10-17T20:56:00.000-07:00

Triple Decker

Plain Cheesecake

Oreo Cheesecake

Cheesecake Batik

Brownies

Ibu is doing this cakes and you guys can place an order. Price range starting from $30-$40 depending on the size of these cakes. Friends get discount. Those interested, kindly e-mail me. Thanks.

2006-10-15T20:35:00.000-07:00

Skul's in, holiday's out! Yeepie! I'm back to skul! So fun la! Heh! Miss skul so much sey! I got nothin to blog abt actually. So im goin..

Temper risin!

2006-10-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

I'm kipin quiet coz i noe im matured enought to tink wat's rite and wrong. But when the temper is rite up to the max, i'm now throwing it out!

I'm gay and it don't bother you a lil bit! Coz it's my life and not yours. Why are you bothering me when i'm not bothering you? Do you ever understand why do a person become gay? We have our own reason and these is the person that i hate when they found out i'm gay! And you can even tag me sayin you're my kazen? And wishing me happy b'dae? WELL LET ME TELL YOU TIS! FROM THIS VERY MOMENT, I WON'T CONSIDER YOU MY KAZEN! BLOOD KAZEN! AND PLEASE, I DON'T NEED ANY B'DAE WISH FROM YOU!

And please, you wana scare me with all those words you type, no you can't! Get a life DILA! You asked Zik to get a life, you get yours first k? Then you can tell us to get one. SERIOUSLY YOU DON'T HAVE A LIFE AT ALL COZ ALL YOU NOE IS BOTHER OTHER'S LIFE! Please la, i'm grown up and i don't tolerate this kinda shit! Gertak2 and stuff! When you have grown up, you'll laught at yaself for wat you have done coz dis is SO CHILDISH!!!

Birthday Bash!

2006-10-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, never tot this year's birthday was S-U-P-E-R!!!!! Tho i have to werk from 6pm to 12 am, i ENJOY MYSELF!!!! first, lets do some story ya.

Ayah bought me an mp3 player!
Ibu baked me BROWNIES!!!
B gave me THE GREATEST LOVE!!!

I was at home when Muchi msg me sayin she wanted to buke with me but later she said she had tuition at nite. So i said it's alrite tho. I was at werk when she msg me again askin am i still werkin. It's so totful of her to ask this poor b'dae gurl how was werk la. So i told her werk load was superrrr tired. Then later she appear. I was shocked. She told me she has some problem and i told her i'm kinda busy but she can wait outside. So she did. Then i continued.

I was so busy that i can't see that all my colleague was gone. No where but somewhere behind. Then i go check them out and they suddenly.........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

I did shed some tears. I was so touched by their efford tho they were so busy with stock taking. Later yuzra asked me to follow her to the toilet then i said OK. But i told her let's meet Munirah first. And so we did. Suddenly..................................

Allah selamat kan kamu
Allah selamat kan kamu
Allah selamat kan A'dhawiyah
Allah selamat kan kamu.........................................

Shed more tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had 2 surprises in like 2 minutes. Munirah, Hawe and Yuzra was the kepale for all this. The surprises was so SURPRISING!!!! So i asked them to join in the crowd inside the shop. So here's many pics of US!!!!!!!!! Enjoy!

The cake by My Dearest Frens: Hawe and Munirah. Chocolate Moose tau.

Surprise la...

She wanted to be the bartender actually!

Take photo before been cut by ME!

Cutting time!

Later, i kene sabo sey!

Chille Sauce by Yuzra

Cream by Kak Raudha

The kepale for all the b'dae bash! BIG THANK YOU!

My dearest Kak Lin and me enjoying the Chocolater Moose.

Fren's cake

Colleague's cake.

We look stupid in uniform! Muahahaha!

B'dae gift: Lubricant. Latest produced by Durex! Muhahah!

B'dae gift: Vibrator, another quality product by Durex!

SPECIAL THANKS:

AYAH, IBU, MUNIRAH, HAWE, YUZRA, KAK RAUDHA, KAK LINDA AND THE GUARDIAN TEAM FOR THE PERFECT BIRTHDAY! LOVE YOU GUYS!

THANKS TO ALSO:

FELA, DEAR CUZ IQA, FITRI, FARID, ASIAH ERNIE AND YATI FOR THE WISH!

THANKS ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, ESPECIALLY TO ZIK! THANKS FOR THE PERFECT DAY BEFORE WORK! I ENJOYED!!!!

2006-10-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was SUPER! Went out with GFs. Munirah, Hawa, Ernie and Asiah. We went to.........

GEYLANG

It's like a "must go" durin the fasting month ya! So we took our own sweet time and took the bus..

I shoot this

...and this

..and this too

..sorry, this too...

This is by Laling Asiah.

So we cam whore all the way till Geylang. Alighted and snap, snap, snap again.

This one, cannot squeeze in la.

We walked to the bazzar. Just some slow walk. Wastin time while waiting for buke. Sis called up askin me where i am. She wanted to mit me since we are at the same place. But no i don't want. We walked to Banquet near the Lion City Hotel. Just next to it. Gosh, lucky we still got seats at 6:00 pm.

Then again, SNAP!

...Them

We ordered foor at around 6:30 pm. The Q at the Chicken Rice stall was SUPER LONG sey. But we still did Q up.

Some random pics.

Later, walked around and still snap!

Later proceed to sis's shop at TKC

Yup, that's the name.

Crazzie ppl la.

Later proceed home. Didn't go home with sis coz she don't love me anymore. Heh. No la. She's goin home with that MULOT MURAI!!!

bye.....

Boring ler

2006-09-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

I'm currenly hangin out at Muchi's house with Erni and of coz, Muchi herself and me. Gosh i'm so sleepy. Erni woke me up at 10 am okie. Still sleeping. She asked me to tag along to Jurong Point. So i did. She waited for me under my block. I took forever to get ready. She look for her top and i pay my bills. She's not fasting. KENTAL PEOPLE!! Hahaha!! We walk around then proceed to my home. Brought Syahirah down. Then proceed to Muchi's.

Zik is so pissed of with me now. God! I'm so sorry. I'm so bored to death at home sey. Fasting, not skuling and not werkin. I have to look afta Syahirah. ALL DAY LONG!! Stress. That chic is so pain in the ass okie.

Ibu is cooking MEE TAKSIN today. Yahoo!!!! Guess you guys arn't familiar with that food huh? Hahahah!!!

This one is for MY GREATEST LOVE!!!!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LALING IQA!!!!! YOU ARE NOW OFFICALLY HALF LEGAL!!!!! I LOVE YOU TILL DEATH OKIE!!!!!!!!!!

Hols and Ramadan

2006-09-25T00:12:00.000-07:00

IT'S THE SKUL HOLS AND I'M LIKE SO FREE. YEE!!!

AND IT'S THE RAMADAN! NEVER GONA BE THE SAME AS THOSE PAST YEARS!!

BEB ERNI GOT TO GO THRU THE NEXT ROUND FOR THE DANCE FLOOR!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! SHE CALLED ME TO SHARE HER JOY!!!!!!!!!! WAY TO GO BEB!!!! LOVE YA LOADS!!!!! MEDIACORP, WE'RE COMIN!!

I'm so bored now. Miss Zik so much. Haven't meet like weeks!!! Argh! I'm so shock that i msg Kak Raudha to roster me more. What? Today i'm werkin with Kak Linda! At 8 pm. Like 2 hours only. FUN!! I'm craving for Polar Chicken Pie. Oh my God!! PLEASE!!!! I better go now. No idea to type.

Dangereously In Love

2006-09-20T18:36:00.000-07:00

I love you... I love you... I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the seed
With you and God, who's my sunlightI bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all awayFrom this cold and mixed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leaveJust keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
DangerouslyI love you
Dangerously in love

P.S: baby, for you.........

Argh!!!

2006-09-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

Ash is like so pain in the ass kan. Irritating sak! She dare use Zik's account and act as if she's like Zik and like add this ITE Simei girl. Like such irritating sey. Don't like her sey. Everytime force Zik to go out with her. Btw, she a butch k. No, not PB! Hahahaha. Andy Lolo! Hahahahak! If i see her outside siap! ARGH ASH!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF LA!!

Chill with Sis-in-law and adik at Jurong Point. First stop was TS cds store. The one at the basement beside Premadeli. Bought 2 CDs. Best! Horror and fight, fight. Hahaha! Then later tot of just hang out at Coffee Bean but smoker area is like so pack kan. So we proceed to Long John. Had dinner there instead. Later we proceed home.

Today manage to wake up at 5:45am to attend the 8 am class! YAHOO!!! I've completed BSA project! Hurray!!!!!!!!! Today end all tutorials at 12pm. Yes!!! Best nye!

Oh ya, Yuzra is back in Singapore! Saw the pic at Bangkok! So fun sey! I WANNA GO BANGKOK!!! IBU!!!!!!

Wade Robson OverDrive Finals, BSA Project.

2006-09-19T21:03:00.000-07:00

I'm going for the OverDrive finals. Yes!!! Gerek kan. It's on 13 October at 9 pm. It's at the Esplanade Theater. Can't wait sey. The man himself is coming down to teach some moves to those who made it to the finals. Argh!!! WADE ROBSON!! I'm so looking forward to this.

I'm struggling fom my BSA project. Oh gosh, suddenly feel like back in Sec 3 and Sec 4. Learn those Powerpoint. Hyperlink la, animation la. Hahahak! Kecoh gitu kan! I'm doin for Puma Shoes. Struggling for the details and pictures and all. Type craps since that Wendy Leng don't care bout the wordings. So it's fine.Can't wait to install the sound. I'm usin Deja Vu by Beyonce ft Jay-z. So upbeat. Can't wait for submission.

Ramadan is coming and Yati, Me, Fit and Ayuni is like talking nonsence bout the skool rules durin Ramadan. Hahahah! Wear telekong to skul, ask the management to get ready a prayer room and all. Craps sak! Can't wait to buke lua kan. Mcm WOW gitu. B'dae gurl is celebratin at Pizza Hut maybe. Yup! Hahahahahak!!!!

Freedom

2006-09-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

SHOCKING!!!!!!! Ibu is alrdy talking to me. Yup. swear. Like suddenly like that kan? All i want now is my FREEDOM! I need my freedom back where i can be home late. Like very late till like 3 am the most? And i can go anywhere i wan without her askin where and only with who. Yup, i can't gain the trust easily. She told me she won't trust me but wateva, i will be me as usual.

Ibu trust me with all the freedom she gave me coz she know who i hang out with and all. And she is not like "kau kat mane skrg, kul brape nk balik?" No she's not like that coz she noe i'm gona be home.

And as for talking to her, i'm thankful enought she realise that i'm there. Yup.

2006-09-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

I'm rushing thru my Powerpoint Presentation. I'm doin for Puma. All of my classmates are half way thru, wait, not half way but they have completed theirs and they only left with the animation. OH SHIT!!!

I didn't mean to just leave the house but it's the best choice since i won't have to break her heart anymore. I love her but i can't bear to let her cry so it's best that i leave the house and go somewhere that i can cry. You guys can't stop me from running from home coz i'm big enought to tink and guide my own ways. She's happy that i left and she can laught and joke with the rest all she wants. Coz i'm not there, HER DAUGHTER!

Never tot that it would turn out this way. She only rely on me since the rest is spoiled. But now, the whole lot is spoiled and she can't trust me anymore.

Ok, lets move on. Forget that part k. Yup, i run away from home and........................

The Wade Robson OverDrive is superb!! I love it. Was fun watching the show with great people! Yup! They made my sorrows go away. I laught like crazzie!! We should go again to the Semis with the whole lot again!

2006-09-15T01:59:00.000-07:00

It's raining now, so cold outside. Skul was alrite. Starts at 8 am and i left at 10:45 am. Great, no DS so don't need to see Juha. No lecture from her since it's alrdy 1 week i've not been i skul. I'm really slacking around this term. Last term, i was such a good gurl but this term, skul seems VERY FAR and boring. Maybe because of the new modules. Don't suits me at all. And the lecturer sux even more. Haiz

2006-09-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

hello?

2006-09-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

[Verse 1]

I never should of waited so long to say

What I've always known since the very first day

Thought that you would stay forever with me

But the time has come to leave

[Chorus]

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes

I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life

Its you that I live for, and for you I die

So I'll Lay here with you til the final goodbye

[Verse 2]

Hold, draw me close, close to my lips

Listen intently as I tell you this

Outside the world wages its rewards,

I'll rest in peace as long as you know

[Chorus]

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes

I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life

Its you that I live for, and for you I die

So I'll Lay here with you til the final goodbye

[Bridge]

Promise you our love will carry on

Until you turn eternal, we belong

[Chorus:]

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes

I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life

It's you that I live for, and for you I die

So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye

His respectful lips for the last time

And spell out the lyrics to love in the sky

Its you that I live for and for you I die

So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye

Goodbye

Alrite, alrite. This song don mean anythang between me and Zik. We are still happily together. Just that i'm so addicted to it. Nice ballade. Rihanna is just so great.

Now hanging on the fone with the wonderful bestie. She's sad. Bout that Emo kid. Yaya papaya la that guy. Cheer up beb! We're here for you. Yati, me and Ayuni. We can make you happy then that guy. Okie. Ok go!!!!!!!! Hahahah!

Tmr goin over to b's crib. Then later to Lot 1 to find a present for the B'dae gurl. So yups. Now like miss Zik gitu kan. Argh!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-07T06:09:00.000-07:00

Currenly at kazen's place. Havin a sleep over as her pham is at KL. So i accompanied her. She's in the kitchen baking Lazania. Is that the spelling? I dun noe. Heh! Been skipping skul for alrdy 2 days. I'm down with flu and cough. Ytd i ran a temperature. Didn't go to werk. Talk bout werk, i fite with that fat ass. How can a store incharge treat her college in a rude way. She acted as if she's the Manager. Like hello? I noe you're with Guardian for 5 years but you're at that shop for like 4 months. You're still dumb at the shopfloor. And when you came in after Abg Sahrin, you spoiled everythin. From this to that. You told me i'm menyusahkan. THEN YOU? You tink you're always rite. You told Komalam which is like so new to the job, don't be scared with us. What does that mean. You wan Yuzra and me to be terminated, by all means. We can be M.I.A. Let you suffer. No staff!!! Everybody is not happy wif ur stinking attiude. Look at yourself. Da la tk laku, ngn banglah angkat sampah pon nk mengatal. Sundal!!!

Okie, enought. So pissed off sey. Spoiled my mood for today! Smack!!!

2006-09-04T00:40:00.000-07:00

Kak A-da's wedding was a sad one. Never been sad on a person's wedding especially my own cousin. Blood cousin. Kak A-da nikah on Saturdae and the whole lot turn up. Was so excited bout the wedding as it was also family gathering. Came with my pham and the akad nikah was about to finish. Everything seems right but what i saw from Kak A-da's face was pain. She was like such in great pain. Later Mak told me that the day before her wedding, the both bakal pengantin went for their kursus rumah tange and later on their way home, they caught with an accident at PIE. They took a bike. Kak A-da's husband(i forgot the name) just got a liscence but i swear, it's not his fault.

I don't wana eleborate more bout it. But to be clear, she went through her special dae strongly and Alhamdulillah, everything's is alright.

To kak A-da and husband, SELAMAT PENGANTING BARU AND GET WELL SOON.

From: A'dhawiyah and family.

Alrite lets move on.....

I've been enjoying love life now. Really. That dae fight was super duper shocking kan? Shouting on top of my voice and stuff. Spitting rude words but in the end, return your call by just simply saying a big fat I LOVE YOU and i broke down. Hahahahaha!!!!!! That's how sweet i can be dearie!!!!

I LOVE YOU ZIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-28T19:35:00.000-07:00

Today photo taking. Was really excited but got spoiled. I have no mood for anytin. Got my pay today. Super alot BUT for the very first time, i don't wanna shop for my stuff. I have no mood. Bestie is tagging along for maybe a little shopping as i make her feel down yesterday. It's been weeks we haven't been going home together.

Before tutorials starts, Yati and me made a surprise birthday party for Ayuni. Tho it's kinda belated, but we won't let her down. Everyone can't turn up on last friday party as we are dead busy. I blanje them Chocolate Mose which is freaking heavenly. A lil candle for her. She was surprise for that. We was like hugging and hugging each other. Will update the pics on that.

I better go. Need to do e-tutor now. Sux

pissed

2006-08-28T19:11:00.000-07:00

time off for me. take a break in life and rot at home. love life sux sometimes. haiz. won't answer any calls and msges except important ones.

pissed off by words.

2006-08-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

Yati, Fit, Me and Ain came out a new name for Ariffin. I can't possibly spell it but i try. But i i got to record how we spit it out, people will go crazzie.

So Ariffin, we're sorry*Winks*

BEROS JAMMMMMMMZZZZZZZZZEEEEEDDDDD.

The 'M and the 'Z' must have the pekat. Jammmmmzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okie?

One more time people!!!!!

BEROS JAMMMMZZZZZZZEEEEEEEEEDDDDD!!!

2006-08-22T20:09:00.000-07:00

Pamela Anderson wrote a WONDERFUL book. It's called Star. Super nice. I started reading it like 3 days ago and i'm already half way through. Super good book. Everyone should borrow/buy it. You won't regret k. Btw Munirah, can i borrow your book the one called In Her Shoes? Can? Tag me k.

Past week was super. Kak Raudha was gettin on OUR nerves. Too much sey that big ass. She was late for 4 HOURS!!! And i have to left Komal alone as i was having this stupid food poisoning again. AGAIN! So i went home. Get down the bus and saw brother and sis in law and lil Syahirah. They was about to get in the cab but bro call me in and follow them. So i agreed since my stomach is okie. Hehehe. Swear. And since ibu wasn't at home, so why not tagged along rite. They shop and stuff and we had our dinner. A quiet dinner as bro and sis in law fight bout buying a new handphone. Stop it sia. And sis in law was so pain in the ass. Hahaha. Bro and me was so starving but she wanted Swensen instead. Huh? Bro just show face to her. After dinner, sis in law blanje me SUPER HEAVENLY ICE-CREAM AT THE SCOOPZ. *People, a'dhawiyah will die without???????????????* [ICE-CREAM!!!!!] Hahahaha!!!

We got to test alot of unique ice-cream. Watermelon, chocolate cookies(which is heavenly), peanut cookies, coconut, cookies and cream. I ended up picking chocolate cookies. Yummilicious!!!!!

Later we went to buy some VCDs. All the new movies and later proceed home. Ayah was alone and ibu was not back yet. Got changed and watch tv la. Bla bla bla.

i got the tix to singapore idol from kak deya which was given to her by the vateran singer, mahani muhammad. but i gave it a pass since i only got 1 tix. no fren to bring along la): anyone wan the tix can call or msg me. everyweek supply k. oh ya, finals cannot hor. i wan k.

2006-08-16T22:26:00.000-07:00

I'm still not happy with my previous post. So here i continue. Did i left this part out? Yes, i did!!! It's just sad to say that she is a freaking liar. She called me up and said that she is sick. When cough, there's blood and worst, she said she got only got 3 months to live! Duh!!!! Stupid sak. And she is wanting me to spread the news to all my loves and well i did to make her malu. My frens till now will go like this "ey, si fucker tu kate nk mati. tk mati-mati pon sampai skrg." Hahahahahahaha! It's like so stupid rite? Running for attention or also known as ATTENTION SEEKER!!!!!!

2006-08-15T21:11:00.000-07:00

I couldn't find and bother bout this story till today after a blog reminds me to write bout it.

I remembered sending out msges to 7 special people: Erni, Fitri, Yuzra, Asiah, Ayuni, Hawe and Ernie. A msg that is so sincere straight from my heart and it goes this way:

Bebs, aku cume nk blang korg yg aku sayang korg. Jangan tanye aku asl. I just feel like sayin it. Jgn delete. A'dhawiyah.

I just love the people that love me and treasure me. I've made a stupid mistake by choosing a STUPID FREN! A backstabber and a PRO LIAR! Everyone knows her identity as A BIG FAT LIAR! She is so popular with her LIES as she's so freaking scared that she has no frens. Her frens were all like the you know, the typical type. Hahahaha. It's like i ignored my loves advice. They told me they noe her too well but i'm blind. Blind by everything. But they told me it's my choice. I've been hurt, but not this bad. And she make me feel so low that she tink i can't did the same to what she did! When i looked back, i feel so stupid. Like an ass hole. And to all the trust i throw to that bastard! She tot she can make it, but she can't.

Please imagine if i didn't KUTIP her and introduce to my lovely loves, she will be like a zero! A stupid zero ass hole! With stupid face. And teeth. Like a total idiot or perfect moron. Trust me, all my loves HATE HER TO THE CORE! They even tease her like no one business. And we laught like crazy. She tot i have the "feelings" but it dies soon after her attiude stinks like her shit in the toilet bowl. Hey ppl, she is a TOTAL COWARD! She dare to spit words but she don't dare to move. And trust me, i've seen her shake like an idiot! And she don't know that people were laughing at her. If i know the true her, i will just ask Yan to take out that knife and kill her. And i will be the FIRST PERSON TO LAUGHT OUT LOUD!!!

And things make it worst when Erni broke her friendship with Asedah. Erni told me that all this years, the two of them have been a fucker! The "tak sedar diri" duo! Erni said if we didn't kutip them, they will be a nerd. Way to go Erni!!!!! And i remember Erni said, "kalau letak dorg satu ruma, aku nk tgk ape jadi. Da la due2 perangai same. Mesti die buat die." Hahahahahahahaha! Wana call me a bitch, go ahead. You are so free. I have my pride. And i'm not a slut and a bitch like that dagu!

I have my frens, that is WAY better then that fucker now! They are the one who love me and i love them to the max. A'dhawiyah said she wana look forward and forget her fucking pass with a STUPID NERD!

I'm done loves!!!

2006-08-15T20:13:00.000-07:00

I can't find the time to blog at all. Now i'm trying to. Been busy lately. I've not been skipping skul. But some cabot here and there. Today i skipped Mr Discipline Master and Ms Tigeress Class Advisor class. I can't wake up at all just now to make a move for the 8 am class. So i continue to sleep since Fit took her own sweet time to reply my short msg! I woke up at freaking 7:30 am and found out that Fit is meeting me at 8:30 am so that mean i'm SUPER SURE i will not make it. So i just rush to the shower, took life a forever shower, iron my skirt, kiss ibu and out i went. Reach Tampinese at.............. 9 AM OKIE!!!! Juha class has started. And Fit was more late then me! We reach skul at 9:30 am and i told Fit i'm not gona miss her class but turn up that she mite throw us out since her extra allowance is freaking 15 mins. But we are late for like half an hour! And my stomach is making a mess. So finally we decided to skipped Mdm Juha class and that's means, we're SUPER DEAD BY TOMORROW!!!!

I miss baby badly! So bad that i cry infront of the mirror! We met ytd but that is only like 30 minutes? Came down to CCK and took the bag b gave and off we went home. Sad you noe! Haiz.

Oh ya, before i forget, some people is messing around with me. They are trying to play hide and seek la. If you wana use otha ppl name, use la John ke, Nick ke, whoeva la BUT NOT MUNIRAH!!!!!!! UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fucking ass hole human being!!!!!!!!! Yes you who make me angry! And now you are in my list okie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw, syahirah can talk abit now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she can crawl!!!!!

2006-08-10T17:34:00.000-07:00

Okie okie, time to update. Sorry guys for not updating. I'm so busy wit stuff. Ok, let's start with life. So far, have been so good. Work schedule is not so tite now. Less stress. Projects and assignment have been smooth. So A'dhawiyah is enjoying life for now.

Lately relationship have be good. Super good. Still lil fights here and there. Ey, btw kan, i saw this Puma 'blink blink' watch. Super duper nice sey. With pink diamond. Oh that is so A'dhawiyah kan b? It must be expensive but don't care, i must get it. So in love with it wen i first spot it. Oh Puma, why are you so beautiful huh? I'm so in love with you, Puma(Darling, i still love you most k?)

Starting this month, i'm gona save up for my driving classes. Ibu kept pestering me to take up those lessons when i'm legal. And that's my dream of taking up the class until i pass. Insyallah.

Oh ya. Can't wait for Kak A-da's wedding. Gonna be superb! It's on 2nd September k Iqa? Wonder wat i'm gona wear. Can't wait! K la guys, Wonderboi is angry alrdy.

2006-08-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

We were waiting for this day. That very day. We was so eager to win the match but things turn out bad. One by one they back off from the Floorball Comp. The 3 of us was so dissapointed coz we tot we were all for one. We skipped lessons to find people to play for our team but all reject us. Our reserved have to play since there's not enought player. I don't care what people wana say but i wan to win this badly or worst come to worst, at least go to the next round. But we didn't make it as.

First of all, to all you people who are in my team, this is for you:

Ayuni: Your guidence and all help me alot. The tectics and wateva, makes me a better player. I've now learn what floorball is all about. And we tried our best. They only win by penelty not by hardwork.

Yati: Thank you, thank you and more thank you coz you took all your energy to call up everone you know to help us to form a team. Without Hidayah, your fren, we can't even step in the court. Thanks darlin.

Celeste: GOOD JOY BEB! You are a good keeper. You learn everytin in a split second. It's not your fault that they score. That girl is even scared to shoot that far. I also can. Good job beb! Thanks.

Fit: Defender huh. Good job la. Atleast you try ya.

And now i sprain my ankle:( So bad leh. Walk also tk betol. But nvm. Guys, we did a super great job k. Cheer up!

2006-08-03T18:02:00.000-07:00

School have been messy. More projects, more assignments and more tutorials. It's been a tought one for me. I've been skipping skul alrdy. Wat to do. Tired la. Remember bout the floorball interschool comp i told you guys before? My group's match is TODAY. Oh God. We are not prepared. I skipped skool yesterday so they can't train. I'm scared leh. Wish me luck k....

I'm now currenly in the "Office Room". The room here is the same as the real offices in Singapore. It's an open plan, eeveryone get one sit. It's so fun. We played with all the equipment. So fun. I'm in the process of the project. Mr Goh or what we call him Mr "Wonderboi" gave us good remarks. He said we are the best group with nice design of namecard and all. Our business card is the best. He showed to the whole class. All thanks to my dearest Yati. Luv ya swettie!

And bout the Puma shoe that i lost, it's not lost. Sis hide it somewhere. I got a Pony shoe. And sad to say, after i bought the shoe, ibu told me she found the shoe! Sux! But finally i got my hands on that pony shoe! Yeepie! Vans no size la. 43 men size and above. So big sia!

2006-07-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!! I LOST MY FAVOURITE PUMA SHOE!!!!! I HATE THIS!!! WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN ON MY PAYDAY?? WHY? WHY??? SUX MAN! I TREASURE THAT SHOE LIKE IT'S MY LIFE SIA! IRRITATING KAN? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't blame ibu. Da nk ilang, nk uat cam ner kan? It's alrdy the second time i lost an expensive item. ARGH!!

I'm gona get that Vans shoe! Yeepie!

2006-07-25T21:24:00.000-07:00

I just wana sit at home and cry my heart out. I dun wana do anything. NOTHING AT ALL. But all this is just so difficult to spare. I have no time for anything except skul and werk, skul and werk. I haven't like sit down and talk to ibu bout stuff, i haven't see ayah like weeks and i miss those family dinner together. I always got out of the house at 6:15 am when everyone is sleeping at home and i got home at 11 pm latest by 12 am. And i have to wake up again at 5:30 am next morning and did the same old routine. It's just a tough things to do. I'm the sort who sleep alot but i have to make the move to skul. I HAVE TO! And i'm the one who wanted it this way.

The new semester makes life so miserable for me. We used to start skul late and end latest by 4 pm but now, dream on A'dhawiyah. Skul's starts at 8 am and end latest by 5 pm and the journey home is like forever. To be exact, not home but WERK. I have to werk every single day after skul. With that long face i push myself to werk. It's not bout the money and stuff but as i said, it's for ibu. I push myself everyday just for her. With those $100 i gave, it's just not enought to pay back wateva she has done for me.

I cried toking to b, complaining the pressure i got now. It's just too much. I know i can't just complain. This is what i choose and i have to make it. I can see yuzra suffer too. For godness sake everyone is home afta skul, had their dinner with their pham and all, had those long nice shower but us? We went down to werk with skul uniform and got home late. I only have her at werk to talk to. She only have me. We complain to each other and one else. We have this so tight budget and we had no cash for dinner. We will just tahan till 11 pm. Can you ppl just imagine that?

I'm slacking in skul even more then ever. I sleep in tutorials and my eyes kept closing. I don't have enought sleep everyday. I know i'm complaining so much but not even a single one understand. My legs are shouting for help. Does anyone have offer me before for a massage? NO!!!!!! I'm so sick of things now.

i'll consider of quitting skul k. pls don advice me anyone!

2006-07-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!

I'VE CHANGE MY HP NUMBER. NO MORE 98923056 K? WANA KNOW, FIND A WAY K. Won't publish here. Danger.

2006-07-24T00:57:00.000-07:00

I've started skul. I wana say i'm into alot of pressure now. My modules are all super brand new. Old modules is over. And as far as i know, it's more stressful and i alrdy promise myself infront of my bebs in ITE(Fit, Yuni, Yatie, Ain, Celeste) not to "cabot class". Coz as you noe, this modules will determine my goal to Higher Nitec that will last another 2 years in this super skul of mine. And i dun wana transfer to Clementi or Bishan for Godness sake! Please. I just can't understand why the GPA in Simei have to be super high and i can't reach it. And there's no admin! SUX! So i have to be campak to Clementi maybe if i make it.

And so sad to say that i only got 2.7 for my GPA point and is so clear i can't make it to higher nitec. Eventhough i appeal. I'm gona put in my best to proceed to higher nitec! YES!!!!

I'm still loving skul. I was stuck at home durin the first day. Got this probs. Left home with sis at 10:30. Reach arnd 11 plus? Yup. I juggling skul and werk. And it's so stress. And i know i can do it for the sake of b and me. For us. I'm werking for my pham and my bf. I wana make money for them. I don't care if i suffer. Most importantly, i can shop!!!!!!!

I better go now...................

B miss you sey........

2006-07-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update. Busy werking. Things that happen for past few weeks or months:

1) I've started werk
2) Yuzra has join Guardian at my outlet
3) I cut my hair. Short. And i dye again
4) My schoolmate passed away:(
5) Fit's sis fren passed away and it touches me

Arwah Zawiyah(Zack) left her love ones and went away peaceful. I cried looking at the news. I was so shocked. I remember she read my dedication during the Valentines' Day. I remember how bad the MATS throw coins at her frens and she picked it up. We saw each other at cafe and we smile. It's just so sudden. I just can't believe it. But we have to accept the fact that she has left. God love her more.

Kepade keluarge Zawiyah, semoge tempuhi saat ini dengan tabah. Ucapan taaziah kepada keluarge Allahyarham Zawiyah. Semoge Rohnye dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dengan org2 yg beriman. Insyallah. Amin.

A'dhawiyah

2006-06-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

WARNING: ENTRY GONA BE LONG!!

SOME PEOPLE JUST CAN'T STOP BEING A KID!!!! Well alot of people wana know bout the tagboard war thingy. Shaz being a total idiot! War at Jurong West Mac heats up. I just love it. Standing ovation for b and Yan. They keep talking bout the IP address thingy. It's true what Yan said. Loser usually have nothin to say and in these case, they can't stop talking about the IP address. I just feel like giving a punch especially to FAHRIYAH! Why are you keeping quiet ytd? Scared. If you wana tok bout me, say it to my face. Don't whisper to shaz. And yes i cried calling shaz bout my problem and you said i don't appreciate her. Have she appreciate me before? Have she? NO! All of us know what kind of person shaz is! And i mean ALL! You just know her for 1 year and you wana talk big! Have you see the true AMMY SHAZWINA? Have you? NO!!! You can ask all my frens about her. They will give you great answer. And ammy, you're sad what zikky wrote at her blog. Then you? You break Erni's most heaviest secret to Fahriyah! And she broke that news at the blogsphere! Shame and pride are 2 different thing. Shame is just sumtin human don wana face and PRIDE, it's more berharge then shame! And you LOOSE MY FREN PRIDE TO SOME STRANGER!!!!! Wake up la AMMY! Don't talk bout things that wana bring me down! WE know you too well. I would have listen to Idayu, Ernie, Asiah, Erni and Yuzra! I would just have dropped you out from last time but i'm stubborn! I throw their advice away! We try to pick up the pieces we left and try to be a bestie but now the answer is out! It's alrdy proven that we can't be frens though we try hard! We can't. And Ammy, i don't have a fren like you! You know yourself too well. And Fahriyah, Shazzey and Ammy are 2 different person. Don't understand? You will know soon. Really soon.

And finally bout the IP address thingy, forget it! We are not looser. You guys are in your ways! Hahahaha.

2006-06-26T21:02:00.000-07:00

My tagboard is flood with people fighting. Like hello, i have no clue. And btw, HI YAN!!!! Surprise to see you. Currenly that yaya papaya is msging my b. Sayin words that she tinks that might scare us away or hurt us. Oh so sory, nope it dosen't scare us a lil bit. We're not scared of you ppl. Tink first if you really wana meet us. And shaz, sorry if muke that yaya papaya peca k. THEY ask for it. And btw people and the anonymous, wateva you said at MY TAGBOARD didn't affect my relationship at all. We're happy. If you ppl just can't see me happy, then i'm sory. I'm very happy. Juz buzz off from here.

2006-06-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously, this few days, you're making me pissed with your attiude. I just don't understand why is it so hard for you to just give me the space to spend time with my friends. And i have been keeping silent when you scold me with all those RUDE words spitting out of your mouth and you can't even be bothered bout how i feel when you say all that.

Yes, it's my choice and i told you not to call me. Why? Coz you have spit out everytin that i won't wana hear and see from your sms. And all those words is enought to hurt me so deeply. And i'm so sad and angry and dissapointed with what you said in those messages.

"Kau tk bleh harap"
"Damn liar"
"You'll never change"
"Biadap"
"I don't fucking bother"

Who are you speaking too? WHO? The one you said is your everythin. Do you think before you speak? Do you? All you know you scold me and thats it. It's also even hard for you to apologise sometimes. And i have to listen to your hurtful words when i did somethin wrong. It's not easy to take it. I'm your gf and i have feelings and i beg you to spare a tot for me! A little will always do.

And after all this fights, you will say sorry and if i don't accept it, there you are scolding me again sayin this and that. Do you think it's easy to forgive and does your sorries mean it? I just want you to understand. It's only my feelings. Please understand.

haiz............

2006-06-22T02:00:00.000-07:00

I have been tagged!

Rules:
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

-10 Favourites
Favorite Color: Pink and Orange
Favorite Food: Chicken Noodle
Favorite Song: Unfaithful by Rihanna
Favorite Movie: Hmmm
Favorite Sport: Captain's Ball, Soker
Favorite Season: Winter?
Favourite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate

-9 CurrentCurrent
Mood: Tired and Sad
Current Taste: Huh?
Clothes: Skul uniform
Current Desktop: Beach
Current Toenail Color: Lazy to colour
Current Time: 5:04 pm
Current Surroundings: Living room
Current Annoyance(s): B's attiude currently
Current Thought: Why didn't b called

- 8 Firsts
First Best Friend: Maisarah
First Crush: Elfie
First Movie: Haha, don't know
First Piercing: Primary 6!
First Lie: Can't remember
First Music: Cekop gengam gamit
First Car: I don't play with cars

- 7 Lasts
Last Drink: Plain Water
Last Car Ride: The cab?
Last Crush: No one. Attached.
Last Movie Seen: Take the lead. So long sey!
Last Phone Call: Ernie Boncet.
Last CD Played: Burned CDs

- 6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Dated someone from opposite sex or girlfriends? If GFs, alot sey!
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nope.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No la!
Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Nope

- 5 things you're wearing.
1. My skul shirt
2. My skul skirt
3. My neckless
4. Treasured Friendship band
5. Ring

- 4 things you've done today.
1. Go to skul
2. Completed my exams
3. Hugged and kissed my ITE frens
4. Accompanied Munirah to Jurong Polyclinic

- 3 things you can hear right now.
1. TV at the living room
2. My typing
3. My mouse clicking

- 2 things you can't live without.
1. Food
2. Love ones

-1 thing you do when you're bored.
1. Go out!

And for the 5 people,
1. Ammy
2. Yatie
3. Shiqah
4. Erni
5. Iqa

2006-06-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

I love to be tagged. And Munirah just did. 2 some more! I loike.

**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
1.) I love shopping
2.) I love to eat:)
3.) I hate kiasu people.
4.) I'm a love guru to my sister.
5.) I'm always smiling except when i'm alone and in the morning.
6.) I love to eat Squids.
7.) I'm so frenly. Love to meet new ppl.

**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
1.) Allah
2.) My Death
3.) DOGS
4.) Heights
5.) My mom's long hours of nagging
6.) Fish bone stuck in the throat
7.) Ghost

**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
Unfaithful-Rihanna
Buttons-PCD
Ringgit Berjuta-Spoon
Far Away-Nickelback
Music of the sun-Rihanna
Dum Diddly-Black Eye Peas
Unbelieveable-Craig David

**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
1.) My Pham
2.) My friends
3.) My Kazens
4.) My Bf
5.) My Hp
6.) Shopping
7.) Chill with hubby

**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
1.) Waalaikumsalam
2.) Amacam! Baik?
3.) Sial
4.) Losoh
5.) Sak uh
6.) I Love you
7.) Nak g ane?

**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
1.) Ammy a.k.a Shazzey
2.) Erni
3.) Jie Yi
4.) Shirley
5.) Yatie
6.) Fu Zhu
7.) Iqa

2006-06-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

I'm currenly at b's house. Later we're meetin Hann at Jurong Point. Hann wanna go Toys R Us. Don't know why. Hahahaha. I'm lazy to blog actually. Till here la.

i skipped skul again

2006-06-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

I skipped skul ytd. Was so lazy to wake up though i tot of comin at 9 am. But meet b at jurong east instead with alyssa. Was supposed to play soker with Hann and all but they can't make it. So b came to taman jurong. Had lunch at Mac. Bla bla bla. Proceed to JP. Walk around and went to Toys R Us coz alyssa gettin bored. Have to layan her. Play all those kids stuff while b take a look at the sea monkey thingy. Play around. And i really love the gun section. Hehehehe! Then i played the air hockey wit Alyssa. But later b took over. B won!!!! Argh!!!!!!! Nvm, there is always a next time. Till then bye.

good luck honey sweetie for your result.

2006-06-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

SUPER DUPER SLEEPY DAY!!!!!!! I MISS HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

2006-06-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

Recap for Friday-Sunday:

Friday:
Went to mit b at CCK. Had this all kind of stupid fights. Then later meet Nisa at Lot 1 Mac. B was so unhappy bout the idea that i'm meeting Nisa. Did alot of catch up. Alot of stories that we covered. Then later proceed home. Nisa left alone. Sorry Nisa.

Saturday:
And again, went out with B, Hann and Utt. Later Dee came. Walk around town. Bla bla bla. Reach home at 7+.

Sunday:
Both of us just sit at home. *Bluek*. But b has to go Seng Siong with pham. After that, talk and talk till late nite.

P/S:FRENS/KAZENS, MY HOUSE IS OPEN TO WATCH WORLDCUP. SO IF YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE THE WORLD CUP CHANNEL, DO RING OR TEXT ME SO WE CAN WATCH AND HAVE SLUMBER PARTY AT MY PLACE.

I've got approval from ibu. Yahoo!!!!!

2006-06-08T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well, well, well. How was SSG exam? Good. I can so call do it la. Now havin OFC. Boring. I just finish my assignment on Memorandum. Exams 2 week time. Scared. 3 days and off to enjoy with those girls. Got loads of plans. Loads and loads. Payday's on 27 June. Gona be dissapointed for sure. But nvm. What i got is good enought. I have to learn to be extra budget since i'm depending on ibu's money now:( Cant' spend on my favourite stuff. No more shoes showering in the store room. I'm just gona fufill my 1 last wish on my last pay. Which is my darling-i-sayang-you-my-dear-hair. Gona cut it AGAIN! Last one, promise.

Today meeting smally Nisa at CCK. B's taggin along. YES!!! Nisa make this plan suddenly since she heard i'm always at CCK. Got loads of stories to cover. Now i better go coz it's ending soon. I mean my lesson. Bye

2006-06-06T17:19:00.000-07:00

Went out with b's frens. There was B, me, Hann, Utt, Y and gf(Wida). There's a couple more but they make a move first. B asked me to join them straight after skul(with skul uniform. Yay!). Straight to PS and meet them. Y was kinda irritating. I juz sat with b, Hann and Utt. Sat for awhile at Starbucks coz need to wait for Utt. Was kinda reach there later. Then we proceed to Kopitiam coz Y gf was starving. So we just sit around, joke, laught and craps. Y crack stupid jokes. Got to laught. Can see Utt's gettin irritated, Hann gettin tired and b gettin frustrated. I'm gettin sleepy. Then later we proceed home. Y and Wida took bike and the four of us to MRT station. Train was packed. B, Hann and Utt was makin alot of noice. Craping all the way. I was reading my notes coz i got exams today. SUX!! We parted at Jurong East. Utt and Hann took bus and be and me to CCK. Then proceed to Lot 1 coz b was hungry. Went to Mac. Later went home. A irritating trip home. Got this bunch of irritating malays talking BIG!!! We alighted somewhere at CCK neighbourhood and waited for another bus. Reach home at 8:45 pm. Then to shower and study. And i fall asleep. And i'm now scared coz nothin got in my head. Wish me luck k. Bye.

2006-06-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

I'm havin OFC currenly. Being a good student today. Exams coming and i can't be that playful. I've got over the job thingy. I don't give a damn that fatty is throwing us out of JUE3. Other outlet need us. I'm just sad that i have to leave JUE3. So many memories:( I won't be hunting for job first. I need to rest after 8 months of werking life. And btw, i can't do shopping. I can't have thick wallet anymore with lots and lots and lots of 50 bucks in it. But i will tahan. I will. Sorry ibu for this. I cried talking to ibu bout this. And ibu was understanding. Thanks. Only ayah have no clue what had happened. I asked ibu to keep it a secret at the moment.

Moving on. B's havin the hols. And i'll be muggin. 3 days of papers and that's it. My hols will be super duper long. From 23 June to end of JULY!!! YEEPIE!!!! And i can have all the time with b. Yahoo!!! B cancelled our plan on Saturday and Sunday! Hmmp!! Supposed to meet b at J.E at 10 am to have breakfast with alyssa tagging along too but ended up b woke up at 1 pm. And i've been koling like million zillion trillion times till like 1:01 pm b called up. B know i'm goin to nag and shout so b raised his voice first. Fine. Alot of fights last weekend. We know why. On sunday b called when i'm still in bed at 9 plus. Told me that we can't meet up. Was so pucking irritated. We fight still. Haiz.

Now b havin soccer with frens. No clue where. Later gona pick me up at Tampinese. Yahoo!!!!!!

Erni, next time can? I miss my b so much and i need the time with him. I promise this week i will bring you along to see that badot k:)

2006-06-04T22:05:00.000-07:00

I, SITI NUR A'DHAWIYAH BTE AZMAN, IS NOT AT GUARDIAN JURONG EAST 3 ANYMORE.

If you people wana know why, do call or text me aites.

mr yong sux to the core!!!!

2006-05-31T23:57:00.000-07:00

Wana know what happen after i met b? Ok, b ignore me. I picked b up from skul and we were not talking at all. I cried lookin at b. I don't care. In the bus is more worst. B don wana hold my hand. And i cried even more. Reach the LRT, we sat seperate way. In the LRT, b sat down and i stand. Till CCK interchange, we still don talk till............................................

While waitin for the bus, b suddenly hugged me. And give a kiss on my forehead. I was pouring even more. And i hugged b. B wiped away my tears. Then later the funny part came. We had our dinner at Sun Plaza(sometin like that). We were joking and craping. Finally the both of us was laughing like crazy. And i was so happy to the max! Thanks b.

Now that i've been given a second chance, i will not take it for granted. After what happened, i've now begun to treasure, to take care and to loveb b with all my heart. I PROMISE!!

B, i just love you and only you and you know that. I don care what people wana say coz it's just you and me. I will keep our promise and i swear i will love you with all my heart.

2006-05-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

I've made a stupid mistake. The biggest mistake in this relationship. What's got into me, i also don't know. I made b this way. I lied, i made b hate me. I can't face this situation but i can't run. I must face it. IT'S MY FUCKING MISTAKE! Now b has loose trust on me. I never heard b sounded angry and upset. I'm being an idiot to let b down. The exams is freaking today and i made him this way. I know b's really upset with my shamful attiude. I know what i did is very fucking wrong. B gave me everytin. The love, care and concern, the unstopable attention but i took it for granted. I hate myself. I hate my stink attiude. Now b can't trust me and i can't force him to. Coz i've lied. And i'm ashamed. I just want to look at b's face and stare in the eyes and told him that i just love him and i can't bear to loose him ever. I want to bend down on my knees and beg b to forgive me. I wana change and i wana prove to b. I can change. I don't care if he scolede me coz i deserve it! I deserve to be scolded. I can take it coz i'm very wrong. I want us, yes the both of us, you and me, to be as the usual one. The jokes, the laughts, the romantic talk, the crap. I want that. I realy need b.

You asked me why i did this. I have no answer to it. WHY DID I DO THIS TO B? WHY A'DHAWIYAH??? Why didn't you appreciate what b have done? Why are you being a bitch? WHY?????? I wana hug you tight and i wana whisper in your ear that i love you and only you. I know you won't listen to what i said but i swear. I SWEAR I LOVE YOU AND NO ONE ELSE. Blame me everyone. I can take it. I wana start all over again with you. PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO CAHNGE JUST FOR YOU......

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

P/s: Simei loose in the Floorball match:(

2006-05-30T03:12:00.000-07:00

Had dinner ytd with Muchi at Fork and Spoon. Dinner was yummylicious. Here's some pics. Enjoy ya.

Sambal Kang Kong

Seafood Soup

The soup was tasteless. But overall was okie coz we were starving.

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Asam slice fish

Taste like curry. Coz they used daun curry la. Hehe

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Sweet Sour Chicken

This is the best of all dishes. Yummylicious.

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Enjoying every moment of it. B said i eat like 'budak cacat'. Hahahaha!

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Later we saw Shaz with fam. Juz wave but after her meal, she came over. With her craps and all. Hah!

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There is the makcik. Kpo at our table. Heh!

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We sempat take pics.

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When Gile meet Goon, this is what happen.

Later Shaz left. We had Ice Kachang. Mine is stupid. Name is Ice Kacang but i told the aunty i don't want the red bean. I hate beans. Yups.

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Later i found out that my ring's crack! OH MY GOD!!!!

Wat to do? Gona get a new one soon with a new name on it:)

2006-05-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

YEEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm joining the Inter School Floorball Challange with the School of Business peeps. Most of it the makciks of Oi. Hah! The 'Inter School' is refering to the Simeians only. We in Simei have:

*School of Business
-Office Skills
-Retail
-Beauty Theraphy
-Sports and Management
-Logistic
-Accounting

*School of Enginnering
-I don't know their courses:)

*School of Info-Comm
-Not sure too

*School of Applied and Health Science
-Nursing
-Bio-Chemical Technology

So we have find enought players, Ayuni, Me, Shiqah, Yati, Dila and we don't have 2 reserve and we don't have a keeper. *Bluek* But we will find. Closing date is still far. I know, we semangat. Hah! Later meetin b. Yeepie, picking me up! B's stressing bout exams. The final semester. Wish b all the best! *Don't ever tell me you wana give up. I don wana hear it coz i know you can do it* So ya, can't wait for b's paper to over. 3 days only then yup, they are havin the skul hols and it's my turn to stress. Yup, 19 June-22 June. Wish me luck ya. Scared!!!

*Bluek*

2006-05-25T19:31:00.000-07:00

Trip home yesterday was horrible.

I was on my way to SIM to picked b up. My stop was at clementi and i took the train at Tanah Merah. It was rather packed there. But still can occupied people here and there. So there's no seat for me and i have to stand till Clementi. No prob. I tot the trip will be smooth but hell no!!! Before the train enter the underground tunnel, it was so call packed but when it reaches Lavander, OH MY GOD, people was pushing especially this one foreign family. Won't mention from where but i know their country. Worst, when they heard the "DOORS CLOSING. Tutututututututu" they rush in and squeeze in like crazy. I'm so fed up sia! Then one of the foreign family's son kept pushing me as if his parents is goin to leave him alone and he tot he will rot in the train! No such parents will do that to the children. I'm so damn irritated by then and another boy, the yongest one knock on my bag as if it's his grandmother's bag! Please la people! Have you seen the big screen wrote "NEXT TRAIN 4 MINUTES" Can't you just wait for 4 to 8 minutes the most? Will it kill you. Will the train crash you? No rite? so just wait for goodness sake. The train got even worst at Raffles Place. People was rushing like stupid and the other side was fighting bout seat. The seat issue is normal but i get irritated sometimes. Can't blame huh? The packed was so bad that i feel like shouting "GET OUT PEOPLE!!!!!" The train reached Dover and the SP students was noisy and irritating. I was like, "cepat la clementi". Reached my stop and the aunty infront of me don wana move. I shouted "EXCUSE ME LA" Who cares. Gosh, i will just stick to 1st cab, the 6th door. Don't understand? Figure out yourself.

2006-05-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

Gosh, what a dream. Last nite i dream bout my secondary skul frens and stuff. I woke up crying. Yup, i did. You know, dreams sometimes are craps. The whole lot was in my dream. The 4Bs and also Miss Ng. Gosh, I MISS 4B TO THE MAX!!! I'm waitin for the class reunion. Wonder who's the organizer. Always Ernie. Change la. Maybe how bout me? Anyone disagree, tag me PLEASE! I can take it. Hah!

Updates:
Floorball match:-
ITE Collage East(Simei) vs Northland Sec Sch

The match will be at ITE Collage East Simei on next Tuesday, 30th May 2006 at the Indoor Sports Hall. May the Simeis win!!!! Go team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: it will be ashame if we loose:(

GO NANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm. I skipped 3 hours of tutorials. 2 hours of OFC and 1 hour of SSG. Actually i planned to skippeed Wednesday's tutorials but Fit rang me up and throw valgur words at me. So i told her i'm gona come but i continue to sleep. Hahahaha! I woke up at 8:45 am and take my own sweet time. Out of the house at 10:00 am and drag my feel slowly. Reach skul at 11:00 and met Fit. Now havin CDP. Boring. Later picking b and off to CCK. Heh! Bye.

2006-05-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

I'M HAVIN MONDAY BLUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate monday blues. I totally have no mood. I turn up late for skul. I skipped SW(PE) and OFO. Fit decided not to go to OFO so okie. We had breakfast. We had prata. Yummy! After breakfast, proceed to EFC. Class Advisor lesson. Shit! So Fit and me went up the esclator. Yup, no lift for don't know how many months. Irritating. After climbing that SPOILT esclator, need to climb up the stairs!!! Irritating!! To 4th story and yup, we sat far apart so those lecturer won't suspect we skipped their tutorial! I went near to my lecture room and found out that CA was in. So i told Fit and Fit decided to run but me, i went in with guts! Yes, and i confess to Mdm Juha that i skipped first 2 hours of lessons. She was okie. Yup........

So now, completed Assignment 9. Damn difficult. All thanks to Fela:) Later meeting b. Gona pick b up at skul. See if i got the mood to go to SIM or just wait at Clementi. Haiz. I better go now. Bye..........

2006-05-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

She was the most amazing person i've known. A best sister and also the tightest enemy ever. A person that i've been seeing and growing with for the past 17 years. The best gossiper, the best advisor and the best fashionista. A person that can listen to my problems and have been there for me all this long. Sis, i'm proud that i have a BESTEST SISTER. The late nite movie marathon, the night talk before sleep and all sort of things we did together. The best was shopping since we both have a thang for shopping. A good fashion advisor. Can depend on her when i need tips and also opinion.

I love her "so-blur-attiude". Her smile, her laughter and her loud voice is what i look for the first thing i step into the house. I admit we have fallen apart durin you were with Abg Jum. We have no time to talk, to shop and the whole kinda stuff. But we started all over again. The movies, the chillin out.

Sis, I LOVE YOU TILL DEATH and no words can describe how much i love you. No other sister can ever replace ya. I can't tolerate guys who destroy your life for the "love" he gave. I feel like killing all those people if they mess with you. I admit i acted like i'm the older sister but it's for your own good. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I WANA PROTECT YOU.

And after all the stuff i've talk about, i just wana wish you HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY. MAY ALL YOUR WISHER COME THRU AND MAY YOU BE HAPPY WITH THE RIGHT GUY. I LOVE YOU.

This is for my bro, Amirul. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: They are twins.....................................................................

2006-05-19T02:48:00.000-07:00

Olla. Hmmp. Skul was "superb". Firstly in the mornin, woke up and found out that my eyes was swollen! WHAT?? Irritated, i look at the mirror for goodness sake for only 1 time and off to skul with....................... SHADES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, ppl was lookin. SUX!!!!!! And i don give a damn. I look like a superstar! wohoo!!!!!!

2006-05-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

SWEET HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKE THIS!! ESPECIALLY MADE FOR ME!
People out there, especially Anna, sorry we're in love with each other. No way you gona get my love. So sorry. Find others.

P/S: b, thanks for this. it's pink. so my thang.......

2006-05-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

It the 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i enjoyed our day!! So sweet of you to picked me up. All the way to simei. Thanks darlin. I really enjoyed the traveling. From simei to taman jurong, to boon lay to jurong east. Hahaha! Luckily you got the M/C. If not have to spend pathetic 2 hours. But i really enjoyed.

you know i know....................

2006-05-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

* I miss those times we did the shopping, the sleepovers and wateva crazzie stuff we did. It's been months we haven't catch up. To coffee bean, just sit and talk things out and just chill. Talk bout stupid stuff and all. Oh gosh i miss it. Durin the sleepover, we used to just talk and now since the last time i slept over your house, which is like last week, we talk bout me and just end there coz we have other conversation with our love. I'm so happy we're findin our love life. And i just miss Nurul Atiqah and Siti Nur A'dhawiyah singlehood days. Where we can freely talk bout all those gojes people around us. Those crushes we have on the people. Though in the same skul, we seldom did a catch up. But i'm glad we still manage to shout each others name 3 block away to wave at each other. Those laughter we had all night till mornin and the cooking. Iqa, i miss it. I don't know why i blog bout us. Guess i just missing it. And i know we gona have a catching up sooooon...................*

2006-05-16T18:40:00.000-07:00

WANTED

THIS PEOPLE HERE WENT OUT WITHOUT ME!!! HERE THEY ARE!!!

There, all the 4 of them.

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But actually i can't make it that day. Not their fault. Heh! Joking beb. no offends. Luv you ppl loads. Miss those outing. Should go out again with ME!

2006-05-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

IT'S OFFICIAL!!!!!!!!!!!! ITE COLLAGE EAST IS HAVING OUR "PUBLIC HOLS" THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

a day to go and we ended up like tis.....................

2006-05-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

I HATE FIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had this stupid fight wit b. I noe it's my fault. But i hate when you put your exs pics in your ipod. I hate it!!!!! It's not fair! An is my fren so i have the right to put his pic. We fight so bad that i don wanna look at b's face. Really! I hate fights. I have no mood so i won't blog sum more!

i just want you and me to talk about us and no one else....................

2006-05-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOTHER OUT THERE!!!

Just for my mummy, Siti Alwiyah Ahmad:-
A mom in the pham, the most important person in the whole house. A fren, a enemy, a boyfren, a everytin to me. The person that i will die without. A person that i love till the end of my life. Ibu, the one who have guided me thru my 17 years of life. She have tot me the meaning of life. She tot me alot of things and now after what she have tot, this is her daughter. The one that wanna die with her. The one who wanna share her sorrows. The one who wana share her laughter and the one who wana do everything together with her. A person who have been there for me all my life. A person who dosen't give up in wateva problem she face. A strong person that i have admire and she is my NUMBER ONE IDOL!

Ibu, i just love you and i know you love us. All the 5 of us including ayah, kak iffa and your 2 grandchild. I wana take this opportunity to express my feelings. Ibu i love you and i can't bear to see you sad or give up when problem face you coz i wan you to know that we will forever be there for you......................................

And to my aunties:-
*Mak Long
*Ngah Parisah
*Mak Lang
*Mak Teh
*Cik Zara
*Cik Lela
*Cik Ana
*Cik Yut

And not forgeting my kazens who have been a mummy too:-
*Kak Ayu
*Kak Ana
*Kak Enon
*Kak Yan
*Kak Jun
*Kak Lin
*Kak Hajar

YOU PEOPLE JUST SHINE IN THE FAMILY!!!!

2006-05-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

SIS IS THE MOST IRRITATING SISTER EVER! SO PAIN IN THE ASS!!!!!!!

how can you place a special order of flowers for that useless ex of you? And i mean he is your ex and not your bf anymore!!!!! so don't waste your own money to get his mom a gift coz he didn't do so for ibu!!!!!! I'M SO ANGRY!!! and please don't be so stupid! don bother to attract his mom's attention! ARGH!!! he is so useless!!!!!! looser!!!!!!!!!! it's like you're damn stupid!!! you didn't get for ibu a gift but instead you got it for his mom!!! YOU ARE A STUPID SISTER!!!!! YOU REALLY ARE!!! I HATE YOUR ATTIUDE!!!!! please grow up la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like hello, you're turnin 20 okie and your brain is like so small like a 6 years old kid????? tink for ibu okie ass hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please, i haven't reborn yet. I just did "somethin" to my hair. That's why it's straight. Very straight. I "chop off" the curls. Yes. I did:( And it's quite short. But still can tie with cute lil pony tail. I loike. B said like dinosaur tail. BAD! Hmmp...... But i like it okie!!

Just now went to mit b. As usual, at our usual spot. Ibu was nagging since i always went out. And i mean always like everyday. Heh! Wanted to send b to skul but was scared ibu mite nag again. So i went home and b to skul. Haiz. Miss b so badly. So i guess that's all for today. Take care. Bye.

2006-05-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

While b is away in skul, i decided to blog just for my darling.......... Here's for you baby.

I remember clearly how we first get to know each other. It was a funny one. Wat a co-incident. Of all the girls you got to know that very day, i'm the chosen one. Yes me. Heh! It never crossed my mind to be with you. We chatted on the net and i leave you my number. I thought you would never called but you did. That very day also. I was so surprise. We chatted on the phone and it just make me happy. It's just so fun talking to you. And i enjoyed.

We chatted on the fone as if we know each other for years. I know you're keepin somethin. Your feelings. Yes i know it. I was so shocked when you told me that we're offically together and it freak me out but i know it's already the time for me to be in love all over again. I take things slow and steady. After 1 week attached to you, i know there's something wrong somewhere and i need that time for me to be ready for you so i ended our relationship. I know you're angry but i just have to. I have to leave you for the sake of this relationship.

After i left you, my life's empty. Full of emptiness and loneliness. No call, no msg and all. Though it's just 1 week being with you but my love grows. Grow every single day. I tried every way to forget you but i fail. I know i'm a looser and i lied to myself. 3 days later, i tried to massage you and you did reply. I was amazed. Later we talked things out and i did my part by explaining to you why i left you just like that. We decided to give it another try and i did accept you. I know this time round would be so far much better then the first.

So on 17th April, you asked me to be with you and i did. We start all over. We changed our anniversary date to just erased the past and start anew. We've changed too. YES!!

So now we're madly in love. SO MADLY IN LOVE that no one can ever seperate us. NO WAY! We're more open and we share everything. And my love has never changed towards you hubby.................. I just wana tell you that i love you and no one else. And i appreciate what you have did for me. Thanks for your concern, your care and everything and above all this, THANKS FOR YOUR TRUE LOVE..........................................................................

I LOVE YOU MY HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-09T21:35:00.000-07:00

can i meet u like today?????? again????????? wanna meet you please??????? beg and beg and beg ur mummy please???????????????????????????????????????????

2006-05-09T20:59:00.000-07:00

I'm back!!! Now so free so decided to blog. OFC test was stress. Really stress! The office document for table is so damn confusing! And i'm so proud i did it though stupid Ms Lim didn't download for me the document thingy. So i wasted like 10 minutes? And she told me she gona give me extra time but no thanks, i finish it before the time is up. Yahoo!!! I didn't do the decimal tab thingy. After the table thingy, proceed to letter. It's quite okie. I manage to speed up. I'm so scared to know the result. ~Wish me luck~

Today not meetin b. AT ALL! B's goin to the soccer match between Singapore Vateran vs Selangor Veteran then followed by Singapore vs Selangor. B got 10 TICKETS!!!!!!!! Yup. And ended up wastin it. Anyway it's free. So no problem. I'm asked to sit and home and rot. Hahahaha! So no call till like midnite?? OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Enjoy the match dearest!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So later gona go home and have some rest and proceed to werk. Aiyo!!! Tired seh. But nvm, MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha!!!!

Wana go for now. Take care people.

b, miss you la........

2006-05-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

I'm so not into my mood. First, b didn't make it to send me to skul. I was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY PISSED!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!! And i put a long face thru my journey to skul. Seriously, i'm really pissed!! I'm now havin my class, and i can't put a smile since this mornin. Sorry people. No smile from A'dhawiyah today. Wateva.

Second, this Ms Lim is just wastin time teaching the format. I know it's important and i do write my own notes for the exam but she's goin in too much details. Sick!!! I'm so goin not to smile today!!! Later gona put a long face just for b!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later havin lunch break. Beb Erni gona cum to my skul for the dance thingy!! Yeepie!!!! Another lunch date with her in skul.

Gona skip my werk today. I sms kak raudha to tell her i dun wana werk coz of the exam thingy. Gona study. And she said can. Thanks!!!!!!

b, i'm so pissed off with you!!!!!!!

2006-05-07T22:28:00.000-07:00

One word:
OH MY GOD!!!!!!

I just found out that my OFC exams is this Wednesday! And i mean exam in the sence that it's the most important exam which will indicate if i'm fit to proceed to higher nitec. And i just got to know it from Fela???? Wat am i doin man?? I'm so angry with myself. Say wat you want. I know that i've been slacking in OFC lesson but watever!!!!! I'm so damn scared. I know, you people will say i'm nuts to blog now after i found out bout the exam thingy. I'm so freaking out rite now!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watever la......

Now i'm bloggin then gona do my office document thingy. And i hate it when SITI NUR A'DHAWIYAH HAVE TO MEMORIZED NOTES AND FORMAT AND ALL CRAPS!!! And this exam, i have to memorized the format of letter and memorandum. Okie okie, it's some stupid office documents. UNDERSTAND??? I hate it!!!!!! BUT, I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO A'DHAWIYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later gona meet b at j.e entertainment. Yeepie!!!!!!!! I wanna go....... Till here..................

~A'dhawiyah~

2006-05-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

I WANA DO THIS!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO FITRI aka BEDAH. HAHAHAH!!!!!!

You kudut, wah, da 17 seh! Wee!!! Love ya darlin! I gave u the weird present eva! Haha. We have it!!!! Yeepie!!! Thanks for accompanying me till jurong!!! So sweet la!!!

She was a person who have been there for me in my ITE life. A person that i will die without. Not only her cuteness, but also her laughter. We never fail to meet everyday to go to skul. It's just so sweet and nice to have this little angle by my side. A person who understand my relationship and gave me her full support. A person that is so sweet to be with. Without her, my skul life will be empty, dull............... Thanks for being there for me Fit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

Weekend was a blast. I rilli enjoyed myself. Saturday, i was booked by B to tag along at the b'dae party thingy at Normanton Park( Did i spell it rite?) Picked b up at SIM and off we went there. Took cab and reach at 5+. Just sit down and chat. Then the pham side came. I did enjoyed acyually. They're frenly. Took cab home. B walk me out. We parted. Reach home at 10+ and house was kecoh. Pham did shopping for our house at IKEA. My stomach was rather upset. Then waited for hubby's call. I did a drawin for the noth of us. Heh!

Just now met b at 1+. As usual, at jurong east entertainment. Fun! We chill then i have to proceed to work. B walk me till werk place. SWEET!!! We parted. Then sis called. Asked me to cabot werk and i did and now i feel guilty. Off to CCK. B called me. We talked from jurong to cck. Now still on the fone. B's watchin Do Reh Mi. Laughin! Fight! Miss b badly! Tmr skul. Have to wake up as early as 5:30 am. Sux! Now stomach is killin me.

Gana met b tmr at j.e. Can't wait. I wana go now. I'm sleepy. Take care people and good nite!!

~A'dhawiyah a.k.a Joyah~

2006-05-03T23:11:00.000-07:00

First of all, i wana do this. It's so my thang!

HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heh! We didn't celebrate ytd coz b was running a temperature! *sad* But it's okie, we're celebratin it on Saturdae! Yahoo!!! With the whole bunch of people! Can't wait!

Moving on........................

I'm havin my new module now. CDP i tink. Not so sure. The teacher is kinda cool. Can bully! Haha! Bad! Didn't have the mood to chat on msn. Not at all. Juz so bored! School was cool. May intake can't see still. Their still on orentation!

So now blogging while listenin to songs. Bored seh! Fit on alamak still. Always! Hmmmppp!! Later goin home straight coz haf to rush wit things. I'm werkin todae! Haiz!!! Meet b first then to werk. Btw, b send me to skul again just now! Heh!! I loike!!!!

I wanna go. Will update again!!!

~Kak Joyah~

2006-05-02T18:40:00.000-07:00

Mornin!!! I'm havin OFC class test now but i'm just too lazy to complete it. So i decided to blog! Haha!

Well..... Well.... Well.... Yesterdae was FUN! After skul, meet b at Jurong East and we chill at Mac. And guess wat? B BOUGHT ME PUMA BAG!!!!!!! PINK COLOUR LA!!!! I LOIKE!!!! THANK YOU DEAR! We laught and crap and all till b received a msg sayin this: Ayg, ngh uat pe? I was like, who the fuck seh dare to msg. And i replied sayin: Do u know that zikky is attached. And the stories just goes on. I don't listen to b's explaination and i don wana know the truth. I just dun wanna know! B walk me to werk but we stopped a couple of time coz b wana make things clear! I just push b away and walked. I just left b just like that! And i feel guilty and i cried at werk! I haf no mood to do anytin. I off my hp coz i'm to irritated to entertain azlin, the gerl who msg b earlier. Then afta minutes, i on it bach. Received a msg frm azlin. She tried explaining but i ignore. Later she called. I noe i'm not gona be rude. So i answered the call. We talked things out. Ya wit a total stranger. I noe my voice tone was rude coz i'm pissed off.

Later i got to know that she's b kazen's girlfren. And the picture is there. I get it. Things went on pretty well later that nite! It's just a misunderstanding.

Dear, don't worry. I trust you.... Rilli..... And i won't leave you!
I PROMISE................................

Anywae, had this misunderstandin wit Nisa...... Haiz.... But we're so call so okie now... Thanks kenit!!!

~A'dhawiyah~

2006-05-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! And my hols has ended! I just miss Oi loads. School was good. B send me to skul! Yay! So sweet of you dear! Wake up in the mornin just for me! Hehehehe! We crap till Tamp. Hahahahaha! I just love skul and guess wat? THE MAY INTAKE IS IN NOW!!!! YAHOO!!! And guess my eye ball can start rolling! wait!Heh! So nice to be in skul again!

Iqa, good luck for your result! You can do it! And we're goin to meet often in skul! Yay!

I have nothin to talk about. Todae afta skul, gonna meet B. B said die die must meet. I noe alrdy why! Can't wait! $259 Guess watch??????? Hahahahahaha!!!!!! Dream on!!!!!!

I wanna go for now. Will update again!

Take care people!

~A'dhawiyah~

2006-04-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

I'm thinkin wat i'm gonna post now. Rilli. I can't remember wat i'm gonna post actually! Hahaha! I'm old and i always ferget wat i said earlier!Okie, i remember!

School holiday is coming to an end. And i love it! Yes, honestly! I so miss school so much! I don't know why! Guess Simie is the best place to be! Haha! Been missing those makcik in class! Miss goin to skul on train everyday though it's 1 hour long! Miss Fit loads and the rest too! Can't wait for the new term! No PIE! I've chosen Customer Care as my elective. No Small Business Management PLEASE! Alot of the girls in class prefer SBM but i heard from the other class who have taken SBM, they say it rilli sux! And THEY USE MATHS! Eeeeeee... A'dhawiyah, you made a right choice! Custome Care is way very interesting! Hahah! No offence! Customer Care. Hmmmmmm...

Did catch up with my bebs! The whole lot was there except Asedah and Ammy. As Erni said, though it's just for awhile, but we still manage to sit down and just chill. Yes we did! Miss those girls! Banquet was always the choice. So hard to find table. We came in 9. So we just muke sardin and we waited! Rush to one of the empty 9 seat table! We all was hungry! I had new ban mian. It's not nice! I miss the old one! But was nice also coz i'm starving! Heh! After makan, proceed to level 3 to. They wana get something. Rahmah, Ernie, Hawa and me was craping! And not to forget!
*Snap, snap, snap*........... Sebot sebot slalu!!!!! Hah!

2006-04-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

Oh God! Been busy with stuff. Werk, family and B. Been missing alot of things lately. I'm still enjoying my holidays. Nice one. Days left to go. Miss those "JOYAHS" in class. The Oi! Before i go into full stories, please let me take this chance to wish this people.

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Hey Shaz, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! You have turn 17!! Guess i have a long way to go! Heh! I'm so proud to have you as my bestie! Been there for me all this long! You're just so great la! All those happy times we had since secondary skul days till now. WOW! I just miss it! Been months we haven't catch up. Full of stories for sure! Can't wait for the birthday bash! I just wanna wish you all the best in wateva you do and i wan you to proceed to Advance Diploma aites? You can do it! If you wanna burst again, you know i'll always be there! Take care!

And not forgeting......................................

My one and only Beanos! Happy 17th Birthday beb! I'm sorry for not making it to town! I'm injured i tell you! Kesian kan la aku! Kalau kaki aku bedara, kau nak beseh kan? Mau pe? Tk mau kan? Haha! Guess my 12 am birthday wish is long enought rite! Not gonna say it again! Anywae, PLEASE PASS YOUR O LEVEL!!!!! I'm not the influence! You influence me! Hahahahahaha!

Okie! I'm done!

Anywae, i gettin back my life on track! Things have been amazing! With B by my side, with more fun werking environment and school has been amazing! Just love it! No fun stories to tell. Just me. Hols are amazing too! Can't wait for re-opening! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rilli can't wait!!!!!!! I gtg.... Take care people!!

2006-04-15T22:44:00.000-07:00

Town trip ytd was UNIQUE! I went out with 'starangers'. Strangers i mean Nisa's secondary skul frens. They are bunch of manje people. Not forgeting, Nisa brought along gf, Ash. Sweet lady. Cute and nice. Nisa asked me to follow. I swear to God i don't know why she asked me to tag along. And she was late for 1 hour 30 minutes. I met up with her frens first. All those unique people. They were nice. Nisa arrived and she notice me. Nisa, aku lapa tunggu kau tau tk? Heh! Nisa, gf and me was hungry so we went to Far East Taman Rose but was full house so we went to Cahaya. We needed 10 seats coz we came as 10. So ordered food. I just get to know yesterday, this tiny national soccer player dosen't eat vegetables. Nisa, crazzie!!! She was like Bang, mee goreng tak nak sayo-sayo, bawang semue eh. Tk nak tau. The man was like ok-ok!

So while waiting to be seated, talked to Ash. We talked bout tings. Yes, alot of stories. She's in Simei too. Nursing. Nisa's secondary skul frens didn't eat so Nisa, me, Ash, Zul and one lady, i don noe the name ate. Nisa was irritating! She wasn't allowed to drink all those soft drinks. Gf was fierce! She's having flu and cough. She just ordered plain water. Kesian! After some food, we walk out of Far East. I walked with Ash. We continued stories till Didi. Nisa wasn't there so we started out. Wen Nisa came, we shhhhhh. She was like, eh bilang saye la ape korang ckp. She was irritating! She walked between me and Ash so she could hear wat we're toking about. But we just shut up. She gave up and continued walking. We walked towards Cini. They wana play pool. Haiz! Ash and me decided not to play. We decided to walk around. But pool game was cancelled! So waste time on walking. We decided to go to see the 'Blue Star'. I mean a fake star. I don noe how to describe but i tell you, it's damn romantic!!! We chill and talked. Nisa lie on my leg but gf was still cool! So sporting!

I talked to Nisa and Zul. Everytin's out! Nisa is still being funny! Nisa, kau makin cute la!!!!!!!!! Cubit baru tau ehk!!!! Hahaha...

After all, it's just a unique experience!

Btw, i'm now single again!

P.S: Ammy, i'm so sorry if this 'childish' situation caused a mess! She sux la! You noe i noe!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-15T22:29:00.000-07:00

I love this song. This is the part 2 and the last song for us. Anywae, i received a comment from a person saying Taufik Sux. So wat he sux. You ppl are just jealous of his talent and attention he get. So just get away from here........

2006-04-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

2006-04-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

Here's the Taufik's Concert that i told you ppl about. Enjoy aites! Sorry bout my scream k. I'm so into Taufik Batisah=)

2006-04-12T00:41:00.000-07:00

Been so long didn't update. Now i'm having my skul's hols. Loving it. Though i have to work, but i still got time for everything. Including my baby! Not been having any interesting stories lately. Juz usual routine. If i don't need to work, wake up at freaking 11 coz bi wake me up. Talk for 1 hour 15 minutes and hung up. Bi's a skul kido. Skul is everytin. Eeee. Went bi left for skul, only left me. What i do? Continue my sleep till bi wake me up again at 5. Wait for 1 hour for the call. Then chat like nobody business. Stop if we needed to. Then bi will call again at around 9 or 10 pm and chatted till latest by 4:30 am. We're hard core chatter! Hahahahahaha! We talk rubbish. If nothin to do, fight. Hahahaha!

Been missing my scandle, Fit. She called ytd and now i'm on msn with her. Miss her loads! Disturb me and i disturb her. We're attached now!!!! Sampai hati kau memperdue kan aku Fit. Aku sedih tau. Boleh kite mulekan ini semule. I ingin bersamemu sayang... Hahahahahah!!! Can't wait for 29th April!!! Hair Cut!!!

LotSaLove
~A'dhawiyah~

2006-04-06T02:34:00.000-07:00

WE COMPLETED THE EFC ORAL PRESENTATION!!!!!!!! WE DID IT!!! YES WE DO!!

I was so happy, overjoyed, excited or wateva it's called wen a human is VERY HAPPY, wen we complete our presentation. VITT, THANKS FOR WAKING THE CLASS UP. AND THE SLIDES WAS SO SMOOTH THAT I WAS ENJOYING THE TIME IN FRONT OF THE LAPPY! Okie, i admit i was nerveous and my words went up somewhere in the air. Script was ready and leg was shaking! Started to talk and i was like "PLEASE DON'T LOOK AT ME EVERYONE. LOOK AT THE SLIDES". But it was a fun experience. Rashiqah saw me shaking and asked me to cool down. Shiqah, well done. Your group was so good! *claps* Anyway, Mdm Juha was in good mood. I admit my eye contact to the audience wasn't that good but i still manage to glance at everyone especially Mdm Juha. She was nodding and stuff. Fit eye contact was abit okie by now. Improved after i told her i gona korek her eye-ball if she don't do the eye contact thingy. Final presentation by Yati and Amira was touched. Won't eleborate on that. And finally the project has ended and it's off my shoulder! I can go holiday with ease!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By the way.....................

Feeling kinda stupid today to go to school for freaking 2 hours only. Actual time for Thursday is 12-4 pm but today final presentation and guess wat? NO PIE MODULE ANYMORE!! YAHOO! So get to go home at 1 pm. Straight to kazen's house. Miss her! Tak heran uh awak tak skola. Pat skola best! Cuci mate!

Tomorrow, skul gona be last dae before hols. Yeepie! Got plans la. Wana know?

1) Class BBQ pitt at East Coast(oi)
2) Class reunion at sentose(4B)
3) B'dae bash for b'dae babies
4) Trip to Escape with Dila and Fit
5) HAIR CUT WITH FIT!!!!!!!!

I can't wait! Seriously!!! Ernie, this is for you:

APE MAU SKOLA??????

Amik kau! Kan da kene! Padan muke!

Oh shit, i haven't clear my messy locker! Die, heavy bag! Shit!

Gota go for now. Take care.................................................................

LotSaLove:
~A'dhawiyah~

2006-04-06T01:49:00.000-07:00

I have straight hair! No shiqah and Fela, i didn't dye again. And that straight is(fake!!!)

Cool, i like this!

2006-04-04T20:14:00.000-07:00

Ouch! I'm having a ear infection at the piercing. It's killing me and i lost my mood on that. Rilli irritating. Goin to get medicine from my pharmacy. It's rilli painful. It was ok for the past few years until last year, i bought not the 925 silver and wear it and i turns out this way. I stopped using those kind of fake ear studs. It's my fault anywae. I used to use needles and staplets to play a role as a ear stick. Recently, i bought a new ear studs. After a long time not wearing a ear studs, i decided to go for it even though i know wat's gonna happen. And now it's like tis. Bad to worst! I hate it! Stupid! Argh!

Not having 1 hour of SSG! Thank God! Ytd, has to do cat walk at the run way! Irritating Charlene laught here and there and i joined too. Poor Hui Wen! Bad Charlene!

ARGH!!!!!!!!! I WON'T CHECK MY FRIENDSTER IN SKUL ANYMORE!!!! SOMEONE HAS EDITED MYPROFILE AND I'M ASHAMED! FUCKER! WHO THE HELL HAVE EDITED MY PROFILE!!!!!!!!!!! I TELL YOU WAT!!!!!! I HOPE YOU DIE IN A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT!! THE MOST TERRIBLE ONE!! AND I HOPE NO ONE CLAIM YOUR BODY COZ YOUR HEART STINKS LIKE A DEAD DECOMPOSED BODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-04T17:18:00.000-07:00

Tmr, EFC oral presentation. SCARED!!!! Ayuni don wanna cum. I don noe la. Vit is not co-operating. Hate it! I'm dead scared. Hope we gonna do well. Wish us luck k.......

Ytd, need to werk. Tired. Landed in bed at 12:30 am. Sis was pain in the ass. Because of her, they condem me at werk. Ya, ya. Raihan finally got scolding from Kak Raudha. The true colour is out. Kak Raudha complained to me bout her. Kak, you don't know still much bout her. You will find out very soon. Rilli soon! And i thank you for the roster. I know you understand.

Sometimes, i don't understand why people take "Late Coming" as a small matter. Do they know that punctuality means alot. For example:

1) Reflect you personility
2) Reflect your behaviour
3) Give a bad impression
4) It can lead to a habit

And i tell you, if you people out there is thinking of taking up a career as a Air Stewarders (i don noe how to spell), you better be punctual coz for the interview. The interview is very different from the other interview. Once Ms Yeo told us that she went for the interview and one of this GOJES girl came 5 minutes late and she was asked to go home. See, 5 minutes late and was asked to go home. So please Raihan, be punctual. Not trying to be a pro here but it's for your own good. Furthermore, we're a part timer and as you know, every minutes is a money. And don't come complaining to me to said that your pay is too low. It's your fault.

So not into the mood for skul today. Later got test. Stupid OFC test! I hate tests! Makin me go crazy! Argh! Get me out of here!

LotSaLove
-A'dhawiyah-

2006-04-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

Argh, got to know that Sports and Management students has started on their holidays! Argh! Fit, i told you there is no Monday!! See la, our plan was ruined! I told you to grab the chance but see now!! I know la still got time but kalau melepas mcm ane gile!! Skul gonna re-open on 2nd May. We got long way to go! FITRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eeeeee, geram nye aku!!!!! No Nana!! No "Abang Chicken Little" and no cutie!! Heh! Kau memang la fit! Aku gigit kau!! I don care, skul open, we gonna grab it. I SAID WE WILL!! No second tot! YES, NO!! Boring la no Sports and Management students. Cannot "cuci mate". Heh! Bad A'dhawiyah.

Anywaes..........................................................
I miss my peeps loads!!!!! Loads ok!!!!! Can't wait for 4B reunion!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T WAIT beb!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go.

Bi, mish you!!

the incident ytd has open my eyes. if it weren't you, i would have end my life right infront of your very eye. thank you a million!!!

2006-04-04T00:30:00.000-07:00

I suffer, my heart shattered into pieces. I've not been myself for 8 months after we went seperate ways. Our relationship lasted for 3 years and we should selute ourself. During the time we're in love, i never have second tot of breaking off with you or looked at other guys outside coz i know you are the one i only love. My love has never change since i'm with you. It's you that i tink about every minute, every second. After the relationship came to an end, i feel i can't hate you coz you have been the important person in my life for 3 years and there's no hate.

I admit i suffer for that 8 months. I cry every night, i have sleepless night and i miss you! I knoe i have to be strong and i know i have to let you go. For 8 months, my heart is not open to anyone who has the magic to let me fall in love like you do. But time heals.

And i met YOU! You finally came to my life. When i forst saw you, you totally didn't attract me until you came up and talked to me. Your words amazed me. And that, you steal my heart. You make me forget my past. And the best part was, you sound rilli same as my ex. And it just make me comfortable talking to you. Since then, you have been the one i love. It's just the same, i never tot of hurting you and i treasure you and our love. You are unique and it just stunned me. You're open minded and it just make me happy being with you. I know i have to stay strong and i know you will be there. YOU JUST MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU ALL OVER AGAIN.......

It's for you bi......
Miss you alrdy and take care.......

LotSaLove:
A'dhawiyah

2006-04-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

Now dead sleepy. Went Mac with sis. It's all her fault la i was late for my test! We went there at 12 midnight and got back at 3 am. Have you every heard MacDonald's don't serve food? Ytd, sis and me went Mac and she confident taik, order. Then the manager told us that they don't serve food for today, only drinks and ice-cream. That was so freaking lame! So sis just ordered Milo ice for us. I studied and sis read her Pamela Anderson's book titled Star. You people should get that book. Freaking good. Nice and sexy. Anywae, ibu was ok went we came knocking on the door. We didn't sleep instead we talked.

Moving on kan.....

I saw keparat...... AGAIN....... Oh please. She was alone under my block. She was waiting for gf. But i got her attention. Heh! She saw me! Aww!! Reach home early ytd as in 4 pm. It's early ok! Good A'dhawiyah! Took train at Tanah Merah. So long din take at Tanah Merah! Got home, had late lunch. Then to bed. I sleep for freaking 6 hours. Then had late dinner. Woke up at 10.30 pm.....

Life is lame today..................................

Bi, i miss you alrdy.................

2006-04-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

YOU GET ME THE BAG, I GET YOU THE BOOT!!!! FAIR ENOUGHT?? YES, YES! FAIR AND IT'S A DEAL!

YOU GET THE BLACK, I GET THE ORANGE ONE. CAN? OKIE.

YOU GIVE ME YOUR LOVE, I GIVE YOU MINE..

YOU GIVE ME HAPPINESS, I GIVE YOU MORE HAPPINESS.

YOU GIVE ME PROBLEM, I GIVE YOU A KICK ASS! HAH! BAD GF!!

bi, gile la. the window shopping on the phone was fun. get to shop through imagination. heh! your craziness is in me now! oi pendek, ni u nye pasal uh. suro turon tk nk. kan da loose the chance. mcpherson da kasi offer tak nak. jual mahal konon. tgk la, kan da tk dpt! baru nak feeling-feeling gi skola same2. tk bleh imagine seh masok machinical technology. heh!! keli hati plak!

Serious-serious.....
Sorry for the boring weekend for you. I have to work and haf no choice but to work. What am i toking about? heh! Sorry for the shout. I noe i should shout louder! sorry for rejecting our meet up. my gfs book me 1st. anywae, we meet like everyday. so we can always make it up aites.

Love-Love

2006-04-02T22:44:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!! Nurul!!!!! Thanks for the info!!! I get to go to the singing audition. Ok, i noe, juz audition, not semi-finals yet and i noe, it's in skul. Who cares, i wanna show my talent! Can't wait!! What should i sing?

Friends Choices:
1) Because of you(HOT demand)
2) Stick witu
3) So sick

My chioce:
1) First ( I wan to sing this song!! Ammy, help!!!)
2) One Last
3) Because of you

I know, Taufik again! Lame! Okie, wateva. I dun care! Can't wait for the audition! This Friday!! Fit will be supporting me! And Nurul too. She gonna play the guitar for me. Aww.... Sweet seh!!! Thanks all.

EH... EH, SHE VIEW MY FREINDSTER LA!! SIBOK SAK!! PIKIR AKU NAK TGK KAU NYE PE! BLEH JALAN LA SUNDAL!! NAK STEP VINTAGE KONON. I/C BLOM DAPAT, ADE HATI NAK CARIK PASAL NGAN AKU. RAMBOT MCM SAKAI MELAYA! EH BUDAK, SIKAT RAMBOT KAU EH KASI NEAT. AKU LAIN UH, AKU TAK PAYA SIKAT DA LAWA! KAU NYE MCM SARANG TEBUAN SIOL!!! MCM BEROS JAMBAN TU PON ADE.....

2006-04-02T22:08:00.000-07:00

It's final! She sux to the core! And she is a BITCH!!!! How dare she said we got no pride! And she said we dare to come to skul without getting ready with our oral presentation. Hey bitch, we're ready okie!! I tell you, we put a great effort into it and we're ready to present!! If we're not ready, we will not be presenting our report to the whole class!!! You said we got no pride, then you? Do you have pride? DO YOU???!!!!! Da la tue tk seda diri!! Nak step 24 years old konon!! Seda la sikit kau tu da freaking 44 years old.

You expect us to do PERFECT but then this is our first time doing this kind of things. Your expectation is damn high and you expect us to exceed it. You tink we have the experience? And you call us looser and you yourself is a looser. You tink you can show your temper. I got temper too! And don't comfort me coz now YOU ARE IN MY HATE LIST!!!! And i don want your comfort. I DON'T NEED IT FUCKER!!!! Once bitten, twice shy!!! Fuck off la!!!!

You as a C.A, advice us and give us useful tips not bringing us down. You want us to give up is it? You told us we can do it, YES we can but wat you said to us is too much. I never meet this kind of person in my skool daes!!! Usually teacher is the one who guide us not bringing the students down!! I JUST HATE YOU!!!

2006-03-30T18:14:00.000-08:00

Been missing bi lately. Not sure why. Maybe juz need bi's cute little listening ear. Chatted with "her" on the fone. Hahahahkz. Oi, burst!! Hahahahakz. We were just talking bout the secondary school days. Dead funny. Was laughing bout those funny days. Hahahakz. Ernie, kiss the pole!! Don't want la cher, boring la outside. Hahahaha!! And ya, got big fat ZERO for my petty cash test! Haha. Funny. Confident rabak seh pass in the end dapat ZERO!!!

Anywae, school holiday is coming this april. I loike! And for SW(PE for secondary skuls) i choose soccer for so call my elective. Bi gona have to train me. Heh! Can't wait!! Match between bebs of Oi.

Latest, i pull out of the competition. And Asiah too. My schedule is dead jam packed with school and work. Alot of people tink that ITE life is kacang but i tell you, the pressure you have is like BULL SHIT! With the projects, modules, make up lessons, weekly test and common test, i tell you, next time my school got people jump down of the building. I tell Ernie i have no choice but to pull out and she's upset. Don't wana tok to me but called me up the next day to ask me out. Heh! Sayang kau!! And to Hann and her peeps, WE WANA APOLOGIZE FOR THE LAST MINUTE NEWS WE BROKE TO YOU. Next time aites! Keep breaking people!! Hahahahahahakz!!

And now, TAUFIK BATISAH IS STILL ON MY MIND!! We walked around campus and heard people talked bout Taufik. Argh!!!!!! I lub him!!!!!! Come again please!!!!!!